Good Morning!

It's finally Wednesday 27th June 2007 la
it's been such a long time in waiting for this
special day that God has chosen for me!

Remembering last year March I just randomly got
told by my dentist that I have an abnormal jawbone &
surgery is the only way in fixing it,
& then going to get my braces on May 22nd 2006
by my orthodontist & insisting I have to do this
surgery cos it's for health sake & not to forget appearance hahaha...
HEALTH IS TOP PRIORITY!  it's been a year!
remembering last year was hard for me coping pain & yes
i must admit i'm not good at coping with pain & starving at
the same time cos braces was sooooo PAINFUL...& how many
nights I cried myself to sleep cos i was hungry...
& how many times my jawbone would crack & thinking
i'd probably disconnected it again haha...but no it's still there!
& all those nights where i had to mouth on icepacks cos
the bleeding wouldn't stop... & how I hated having braces on
cos i couldn't talk properly & ppls at work would ask why
are u having braces on at such an age! (not to mention my
brother is still in the stage of braces, add oil alfie boy!)

I'm finally going into surgery in 6 hours time! I am afraid! even tho
I try not to admit it cos it just means i don't have enough faith in God
but having to face it isn't as easy even tho it just means i'll be
sleeping for 4 hours & my surgeon will do everything for me! God
I need You, the only thing i can be relieved is that no matter what happens
I know where i'll be going & knowing i'll still be safe in your hands cos
u've left a place for me! Please let me just lean on you cos i am weak...
I can't stop my tears in crying cos realising how weak & how scared i am now...please show me it isn't as bad as i'm imagining it to be....i can barely express myself...

SHOW ME YOUR WAY YOUR POWER YOUR STRENGTH & YOUR BLESSING for this is your choice God! ASSURE ME tis is something u planned for me....!

Lord, i cn't believe i'm lacking faith right tis moment!

But i know prayers will be with me..angels will be with me! my family my brothers & sisters will be with me...I need to add oil!! I need to believe & trust cos i have no other choice!

Fiona add oil! U must shine for Jesus!!

Please pray for me! 1pm-5pm today! my hunnies!

Amen! 

Saturday 9th June 2007 - My Sweet 21st Birthday Party
at Castle Hill RSL

Thankkk uuu...to all family & friends that came to celebrate
wif me! Most memorable...i'd never forget such a beautiful
day! May all Glory be with God! & not to forget everyone
looked absolutely stunning that night!

Also, Happy 26th Birthday to my one & only ZAI ZAI, it was a pleasure
to celebrate his bday at my own 21st! heeeee* luv u forever!  

 tooo much to upload & write...so i'll do it bit by bit..

Tuesday 5th June 07 @ Timothy Fellowship

My sweet hunnie Irene made me a beautiful cake
for my birthday! It was most impressive cos
it was really yummmy!!!!  the best i've
tasted in my selections of home-made cakes!
& not to forget it was a total surprise & I had
no idea whatsoever & when ppl started singing happi bday
I was even asking ga jei "whose bday is it today ar?"
HAHAHA....!* thanks my hunnie luv u  & not to
neglect Mr. Dingding's creative decorations too....hoho..

Thank uuuuu* my Timothy family!

*Fiona @ Twenty First Birthday*

Me Me Me is Twentie One!  Ho Ho Ho
I'll try my best to live up to the standard of maturity of 21! heheeee^v^

Thank You Lord!~ What would I do without u? Having u as my
father in heaven has been the biggest blessing for the past 21 years!
Thank You My Sweet Mummy & Baba & Alfy! (Must of been
a pretty tough 21 years in spoiling me wahaha....) but the baby of the family
has reached 21 lar!

Lovely smses & msn bday msgs & the very simple but warm & blessed
bday dinner I had wif all my hunnies!  @ Musashi & Drinks @ Sheraton on the Park!
& my beautiful box of red roses too.....who sed red roses are from prince charming only le?!

Heaps more to upload!*

Tuesday's fellowship & most importantly My memorable 21st bday party cannot be missed!!

*my dear yuekinyi's grad grad*